Mistakes

People make mistakes but I decide to make the worst of them all. Now all I'm left with is pain and sorrows. After going through so much only to realize that I've just cause myself the most important thing in my life. Honestly, it sucks, it sucks big time. It feels like shit and it's hard for me to pretend that I'm ok. Staring into space and thinking about the good old times makes me feel ashamed of myself and honestly I miss you so much. Sometimes I wish I knew better and made the right decision, that way we won't be in this situation and can live happily ever after. I miss you so much :'(