Waiting, waiting, and still waiting.....
Hoping that one day, one fine day it will come to me
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright if there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.
And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.
I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
It's alright if there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.
And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.
I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.
Just another fragment of life
Well, its all over now for me, after a long, committed and sacrificial phase, it all came crumbling down like an avalanche. All the trust, hopes, cares and love have all gone to waste just by one stupid mistake, thats right ONE STUPID MISTAKE!
Now, i admit that its not easy to start all over again, i don't know how to love anymore, don't know how to care anymore, don't know how to trust anymore, don't know what to feel anymore. I'm just so numb now.
Friends who were there for me, i would like to take this opportunity to say thanks for the support. You guys keep telling me to move on and find a new ONE but the problem is that i'm afraid, afraid that it will all happen again, afraid of getting hurt again.
Everyday i look back at the scar, it seems like its going deeper and deeper. The best part, there is nothing i can do to get rid of it. Maybe its because i don't want to get rid of it, maybe its because i want to remember it, maybe i still want to remember about you, maybe just maybe deep down inside of me, i still have feelings for you. Maybe, just maybe.
Now, i admit that its not easy to start all over again, i don't know how to love anymore, don't know how to care anymore, don't know how to trust anymore, don't know what to feel anymore. I'm just so numb now.
Friends who were there for me, i would like to take this opportunity to say thanks for the support. You guys keep telling me to move on and find a new ONE but the problem is that i'm afraid, afraid that it will all happen again, afraid of getting hurt again.
Everyday i look back at the scar, it seems like its going deeper and deeper. The best part, there is nothing i can do to get rid of it. Maybe its because i don't want to get rid of it, maybe its because i want to remember it, maybe i still want to remember about you, maybe just maybe deep down inside of me, i still have feelings for you. Maybe, just maybe.
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