I HATE YOU!!!!!

Why must you come back into my life? Why?
I was really happy when you were gone, vanish, out of my life
But now, you came back and just destroyed everything all over again
The pain you put me through is so sickening
Can't you just fuck off forever and ever?
Just "Leave Fu Chao Alone"
It seems like this time i'll just have to take things seriously
Yeah, i'll just have to go seek treatment and get rid of you once and for all
YES! YOU! I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU MY STUPID FUCKING SINUS DISEASE!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

I'm Sorry

I know that we have been arguing alot lately over small stupid things. Some people say that fighting in a relationship makes the relationship stronger. But i'm just not into all this fighting/violence thing. I hate it when people argue (speaking through experience) cause something bad always happens during an argument. I wish i can stop arguing with you my love. I want us to have a healthy and happy relationship. Well i made a promise to myself that from this day onwards i will not argue with my sayang anymore no matter what the issue is about. Sayang, if you are reading this, i want you to know that i'm sorry for all the past arguments that we have had. I love you sayang :)

I MISS YOU

To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.