Well, its all over now for me, after a long, committed and sacrificial phase, it all came crumbling down like an avalanche. All the trust, hopes, cares and love have all gone to waste just by one stupid mistake, thats right ONE STUPID MISTAKE!
Now, i admit that its not easy to start all over again, i don't know how to love anymore, don't know how to care anymore, don't know how to trust anymore, don't know what to feel anymore. I'm just so numb now.
Friends who were there for me, i would like to take this opportunity to say thanks for the support. You guys keep telling me to move on and find a new ONE but the problem is that i'm afraid, afraid that it will all happen again, afraid of getting hurt again.
Everyday i look back at the scar, it seems like its going deeper and deeper. The best part, there is nothing i can do to get rid of it. Maybe its because i don't want to get rid of it, maybe its because i want to remember it, maybe i still want to remember about you, maybe just maybe deep down inside of me, i still have feelings for you. Maybe, just maybe.
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