why why why

And again I ask my self this over and over again, what have I accomplish up till now? Why does everyone out there wants to take what's mine or at least I thought was mine. Why can't everyone just find your own? Is it human nature wanting to take something away from others or am I just being stupid?

:(

Somehow it feels like you are drifting further and further away.

Mistakes

People make mistakes but I decide to make the worst of them all. Now all I'm left with is pain and sorrows. After going through so much only to realize that I've just cause myself the most important thing in my life. Honestly, it sucks, it sucks big time. It feels like shit and it's hard for me to pretend that I'm ok. Staring into space and thinking about the good old times makes me feel ashamed of myself and honestly I miss you so much. Sometimes I wish I knew better and made the right decision, that way we won't be in this situation and can live happily ever after. I miss you so much :'(

Good bye 2010, hello 2011

So the year 2010 has come to an end. What have I achieved in that year? Well nothing. Many things had been done and many words had been said in that year. Things that I'm not proud of doing and words that I'm ashamed that I said. So begins the new year, and apparently it's suppose to be my year, the year of the rabbit (according to Chinese zodiac). A new year means a new resolution. But the question is what IS my resolution for this new year? That I have yet to ask myself too. Well, nothing much left to rant about anymore about 2010, all I have to say for now is Happy New Year :)